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Wed, 22 Apr 2009 05:34:13 GMT

I have moved(for quite some time),in case some of you don't know.

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Sun, 29 Mar 2009 06:27:15 GMT

Hi people,I may resort to switching to blogspot.
For those who knew my blogspot address,please proceed to checking out the blog there because I might update at that blog from time to time.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Sun, 22 Mar 2009 09:28:02 GMT

Went to KL with Ken and his older bro Ricky on Thursday.
Ken and I were basically forced by Ricky because he wanted to go see this stupid concert in Orange and he had nobody to go with so he dragged us both to it as he knows Ken is the best brother to bully.
I was very very reluctant to go because I know what kind of music Ricky is into and I am 100% sure only a minority out there enjoys it.
So,thinking that it had been quite some time since I got some shopping,Ken and I finally agreed(was actually being forced because his brother would give us the fuckface look if we said no) to go.
And since that trip,I have pledged to never go anywhere with Mr Ricky anymore.
The hotel he booked was same grade with the budget hotels(only a little better because you don't see any hookers loitering around the hotel) yet the price is equivalent to other hotel superior room rates.
Not only that,Ricky booked only one room.
One room for 1 cute couple plus a 30 year old guy.
Very inconvenient okay?

The main thing that got to my nerves was the concert.
"I think you would like this band since we have the same taste in music." Says Mr Ricky to Apple
First of all,since when do we share the same genre of music interest?
Second of all,if you hadn't noticed this big difference between us,what makes you think we both share the same music interest if whenever you asked me whether or not I know this band you mentioned,I gave you the WHAT THE HELL look.
Isn't that kinda obvious that we DO NOT SHARE ANYTHING IN COMMON?

3 words for the concert,IT TOTALLY SUCKED.
From what I could hear,there wasn't any music,there was only NOISE!
I was waiting all night during the concert to listen to the band sing.
And there weren't any singing.
That was when I realized,I was being fooled.
Thank Goodness Ken & I didn't have to pay for the concert tickets.
Cos if Ricky were to ask for money for the tickets,I would definitely throw another fit.

There are a lot more to rant but I decided to just forget it.
I know very well myself that I am never to go anywhere with Ricky anymore.
Thank God I'm canceling the Bangkok trip Ken & I were supposed to go with Tom and Ricky.
Tom is a better brother to go on trips anyway.
We could eat whatever we want and go wherever we want without seeing any fuckface look.
"Wah,you bring us to such expensive place to eat?Wah,you wanna go there to shop?Wah this wah that."
Eh if you're so cheapskate then you might as well just go to 7 Eleven and buy a whole loaf of Gardenia bread and eat them in your hotel room ok?

Late lunch at JOGOYA.I think we could have tasted better food if we got there earlier rather than having that Late Lunch which Mr Ricky had been complaining nonstop after the meal.Sheeesshh.Shut up already.It's not my fault that you went to poop all your food out after the lunch.

Before the concert which gave damage to my ears.

The Battles.BOOO!No offense to the fans out there though.

Jump dear JUMP!!!!!!You call that a jumppppppppp?????????

Fooling around Pavilion in the middle of the night since we still had time before our movie started.
Speaking of movies~SHEEEEEEESSSHHH I was sleeping while watching The International.I think that movie is just too draggy,and towards the end of the movie,suddenly the cinema ran out of power.As if I wasn't pissed off earlier that night,that incident in the cinema doubled my anger.
And with Ricky adding more stupid ignoramous comments,I just lost it and told him to shut his pipe.
It was my turn to give him the fuckface look.I've had enough of his mindless comments and complains and how he was bullying Ken.I know,I sound like a fierce bitch.Believe me,I am.

Alright,that's all.I know I am lacking of updates but heck,I'm too lazy.
I didn't even turn on my laptop for days!
Bye.
Will update more if xanga is not being a bitch anymore.

hi!

Mon, 16 Mar 2009 05:42:18 GMT

Hi~ I'm not dead yet!
I was just busy with work.
Got this super boring and relaxed job for the weekend.
Thus the lack of updates.
Muahahaha.

Bye.

No uniform required for us.

And how are people supposed to be convinced to buy shop lots from us camwhores?

So cannot make it as serious employees.

We did whatever we could think of doing to let time pass:

Playing with my NDS
Listening to my iPod
Reading Mei Yan's Doraemon comics
Throwing rubber bands up to the ceiling and make it hit the bull's eye
Playing BINGO
Playing "hamburger"
Playing the world's most childish counting game(the one you write your name and the other person's name and count to see how much you love one another)
Drawing the mall's annoying orchid-on-the-head fat supervisor
Camwhoring
Closing our eyes and see which sushi set we get to hit on with the pencil
Eating and eating and eating.It's like a picnic/pot luck session.We each brought food to share with.
Having pooping contest(this only applies to me and Mei Yan,Eva has constipation.Final result,Mei Yan won by pooping 5 times that day while I only pooped 3 times)
Spinning round and round with our chairs.
Gossiping about celebs as though we know them personally
Playing "Guess what time is it now?" Every hour was passing by dreadfully SLOW.

But in the end,we still survived the 3 day of boring work and got our salary on Monday.This is by far the easiest freelance job I've ever had.

LOL

Thu, 05 Mar 2009 11:15:05 GMT

First and foremost...

Happy Birthday to...

Audrey and Belly my Sang Cantik!

Audrey turned 4 today and Belly turned 21 today!!!!
Time flies...

Audrey has gotten over her Disney Princess stage and now is in Hello Kitty stage.OMG.Spoilt little princess.

My Belly,sorry I couldn't go over to KL to celebrate birthday with you,you know the reason why.

Okay,today is like,the happiest day of my life.
First,I finally got my I-20 from IUP and am confirmed to be there on the 24th of August.
Secondly,I won RM500!

From...

Fly FM Cash Call.
Oh my god I know I'm lame to enter that contest.
But I've been listening to the radio so much when I'm driving so I decided,what the heck,it's such an easy contest.
Today,after lunch,I text in to Fly FM and I kept complaining to Ken why didn't the station pick to call me.
When we got home,Ken was playing with his PSP and I left my NDS at home.So I was just rolling on the floor doing nothing and singing to myself.
Then I decided to prank my mom and called her.
I told her that the parcel I received from IUP was a reject letter.
LOL.
After I hung up,my phone rang,and I was stunned.
I looked at Ken and asked him could it be Fly FM?
Ken said,"What are you waiting for!!Answer the phone."
I answered,I kept quiet,and then I said,"Fly Fm,Malaysia's hottest music?"
And then I heard some sound effect like Aww-ing from audience.
Then Steve from Fly FM said I said Hello before I said Fly Fm bla bla bla.
I kept denying and practically was arguing with Steve.They even replayed the conversation.
Finally Steve said,"Nah,we were just yanking you!Congratulations Apple!You have just won yourself RM500!!!"
I screamed and jumped.
Am I dreaming?
I wasn't psyched over the RM500,I was more psyched to be winning in a radio contest.
My first time.
LOL!!!!

And then an hour later,Steve called back to get my details.And I will receive my RM500 check within 30-90 days.
I was like,30-90 days??????
Steve laughed.
Oh well,at least I won RM500.
LOL!

Thank you Steve for calling me!!!
I'm sorry for saying your voice sounded like you are in the midst of crying and laughing!
HEHEHEHE.

Muahahaha.Best day of my life.

BEST DREAM EVERRRRRRRRRR

Wed, 04 Mar 2009 06:13:57 GMT

Last night I had the awesomest dream ever.
Big Bang was on tour to Malaysia and they had to stay at my house because they wanted to avoid from the paparazzi and crazy fans(as if I weren't) from bothering them in the hotel.
So I had to take good care of them as guests.
And love story began between me and TOP.
MUAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA(died from laughing too much).
I personally like Tae Yang more but I have no idea why in my dreams I would be dating TOP.
And the dream was so real because I still remember the existence of my REAL BOYFRIEND.
It's just that Ken was always busy with work,so while he was working,I had to spend time with them boys,bringing them for lunch and shopping.
OMG!
And in the dream,TOP was very loyal to me.Like a little puppy following its master wherever he goes.
OMG!
And in the end of the dream,I had to choose between Ken or TOP.
And I chose...
.....
.......
TOP!
Omg I'm such a bitchy girlfriend.
When I woke up from my dream,I turned to look who was sleeping beside me,I was praying hard it was TOP.But it was Ken.
"CHEHHHHHHHHHH!" my heart screamed.
Don't tell Ken please.
He's had enough of my craze.
*Flips my phone open,picture of me and Ken replaced with a picture of Tae Yang half naked showing off his sexy body*
*Phone rings,ringtone of Big Bang's song.*
*Alarm rings in the morning,Big Bang's song playing.*
*Plays with my iPod,presses Videos,a whole list of Big Bang's videos and commercials*
*Switches my laptop on,picture of Big Bang as my wallpaper.*
*Goes home after supper,songs of Big Bang playing on my iTunes.*

One day Ken will seriously give me a good spanking.
Michelle says when she comes back to Kuantan,she'll ask Ken to bring me to see a doctor.
OMG.
I now like TOP better.
Tae Yang don't feel bad.It was your fault you didn't wanna talk to me in my dreams.
BYE!

Masya-allah!How can someone be so good looking?Eh he's no plastic ok?He's real.

GO AWAY BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tae Yang stop seducing me with your abs lor.

What made my day after weeks of grumpiness.

Tue, 03 Mar 2009 10:24:03 GMT

As you can see, I have not been blogging very much.
Thanks to the mood swings I have.
After that incident,I decided not to blog my feelings out as it may cause misunderstandings.
If I were to blog about my feelings,I will put it in private(ASAP) because I've had enough of drama and heartaches.

What really made me smile from the heart inside after weeks of being so unhappy and sour,was a good chat with my Honey Bunny Bobby Tan who never failed to make me laugh,be it with words or with actions.
Another thing that made me feel happier,was to share the happiness of a honey bunny to another honey bunny.
I told Jessie about Bobby's current crush,and I even copied the crushee's photos to my cell phone just so Jessie could see it.The feeling of sharing is just priceless.

Thirdly,I am glad that there are some people who still care for me even though they are miles apart and it had been years since we last met.
These two people weren't the famous ones mentioned in my blog.
But I'm really glad they care for all the small things in my life.
Eg: Whether I have changed boyfriends within the few months,when I am going to leave the country,if I've recovered from being broken hearted,or just to make sure I'm still doing fine.
Like they say,all the small things matter.
Every year they would call me on my birthday just to wish me.And the call was from Taiwan.
These guys treated me as more than just friends.
I appreciate that very much.

My honey bunnies.Bobby and Jessie.This was taken on the day before Bobby left for US.I know,we're silly.

See Zhan and I(yes that was me with my very ah lian hair cut and yes I was skinny).
"I still have a crush on you after all these years leh.When will you ever accept me?"
Hahaha,he still says this even over a video call on MSN.

Guo Neng,the guy who saved my cell phone when I carelessly dropped it into the drain.He went down the drain and picked up my cell phone while I just stood there screaming.
"When you're done with See Zhan for half a month,then it's my turn to be with you."
What the hell right?LOL.Somehow,I'm still a little kid in both their hearts.

You should have seen their faces when they saw my tattoo on the wrist.
"What's that on her wrist?" asking each other.
LOL.

Ade and I sending them off to Taiwan.This picture was taken 3 years ago,OMONA!
3 years!!!
3 years and look how much I've changed,and how much weight I've put on.
-_-

Friday, February 27, 2009

Fri, 27 Feb 2009 10:02:05 GMT

I think I mentioned I bought myself 2 random gifts for Valentine's right?
It was a phone and a custom made necklace.
I know,that custom made necklace was supposed to be a gift from the boyfriend right?
But Celine and Belle and I had joined forces and hinted Ken about the necklace since Christmas.
But being the nerd himself,he took no action.
And I wanted the necklace very much.
Thus,I bought it myself.
Sounds sad?
It's okay.
And I only got my necklace yesterday.
I went there to place my order before Chinese New Year.
Yes,indeed I was very pissed I had to wait for such a long time.

I think my skin is a little allergic to white gold,or the silver.OMG!
My neck is itchy.
WTF!

Can see or not???

Now???

Yes Tom.I invaded your room again yesterday evening to watch DVD.CAN OR NOT??????

The other random thing I bought was the phone I mentioned in the previous post.
And I got influenced by the Oppassss who advertise for the phone.BIG BANG!

And then only I noticed,I bought the older version of LG Ice Cream.The one Big Bang was advertising for was LG Ice Cream 2!TWO!DUA!ER!YEE!

CIPET.But never mind.I still like my phone,so far(I know I will get bored of it very very soon).

Not a fan of pink but blue is really ugly.And white looks like a toy.
Hence,pink-u it is.

I thought over the years I have aged and I looked older than yesteryears.
But after I took this picture,I said to myself,"Hey,I'm not that old looking yet la.Chill la."

Tell me I look like a kid please!
I've had enough of people guessing my age.
"Hmm,24?23?25?"
Oi please la,25 is way too over la ok?

Look!It's bling bling!

Wanna see some more or not?I have loads.

Actually,I am not satisfied with this necklace.The font is too big and too ganas.

What the fuak right?
But I had to deal with it.
Ok,enough of gila lila crapping.

it means goodbye by the way.

anyonghee kahshipsheeyo~~~~

P/S:Stephhhh..save me from this craze!

omg save me!

Thu, 26 Feb 2009 17:57:58 GMT

OMG!
I am examined with a disease.
It's called KBF disease.
KBF stands for Korean Boys Fanatic.
Someone save me from this beautiful disease.

I LOVE YOU BIG BANG(though your band name sounds a little weird)!

I like Tae Yang and TOP.
But I like Tae Yang the most.Tae Yang's the second one from right.
Top is the one beside him,I think.They all look the same,in a good way.
Because they are all so cute!!!!
Tae Yang you are so my type!
Number 90 looks delicious too.But I still want Tae Yang more.Yums!

OMG!

SO CUTE!THIS SHALL BE MY WALLPAPER NOW!

Ok I've gotta stop watching their videos on YouTube now.
Goodnight.

My Tae Yang Oppaaaaaa~I'm coming to you!in dreamland.

P/S: To show how crazy I am towards them Korean boys.......

I bought this LG Ice Cream on Valentine's Day.
No,it's not a gift from Ken.
It's a gift from myself to myself.
And YES!
Big Bang was the ambassador for this phone.Go YouTube it!
I'm so gila.GOD HELP ME!

omg

Wed, 25 Feb 2009 14:15:00 GMT

Happy 13months Dear!!!
I still love you though I'm digging Korean guys now.
I'm forgiven for digging Koreans because you totally forgot,as usual.
So I get to dig Korean guys now.

Steph,if you're reading this,hurry come chat with me and we go on and on about these Korean Oppassss~~

OOPPPAAAAA~~~